i feel like my heart is breaking and my world is ending all at the same time.

                        pray for a miracle.my dad needs a miracle.

so i pretty much had an

absolutely fabulous weekend

             and my sweet sixteen is definatly only

                         TEN DAYS AWAY

and i definatly am in love with life.

               yea i'd say things are nearly.perfect.

i talked to a good friend today that i havnt had the chance to have a real good conversation with in foreverrrrr.and i realized how much i miss him.he's definatly one of the best...

he kind of helped me realize..most likely without even knowing it...how important it is to stay in touch with people.and not just the people who live a majillion miles away or the ones you never get to see.but even the people that you see everyday.i guess sometimes its easy to take people for granted.people that you think will always be there and you'll always be close with....becuase if you dont work at it.and if you dont put effort into that relationship..then you definatly wont stay as close.i guess the hard part is trying to keep up with so many people.i love every single one of my friends.so its hard to spend time with everyone considering theres only so much time to spend with people...

so i guess God is trying to tell me that i need to get my priorities straight.maybe i need to think about who is most important to me and most influencial in my life.cuz maybe its not the people i thought it was...

all of my friends mean the world to me.and just becuase im making more that doesnt mean i want to lose the old ones. so lets stay in touch. or rather...get back in touch. i really dont want to lose you...

P.S. MY SWEET SIXTEEN IS DEFINATLY IN EIGHTEEN DAYS AND I AM DEFINATLY WAY BEYOND EXCITED. i just love birthays.and locker decorations

actually i just love everything about life. and i love the way things seem to be falling into place so perfectly.....i cant wait to find out how things turn out.....

"its funny how life is like reading a novel.where every new day is a new page turned. and every page turned reveals things you never could have even imagined.and with each page turned things become clearer.every new day brings new understanding.perhaps this is what makes life exciting--scary at points--but exciting none the less. if we understood everything what would be hte point of living at all.perhaps we should stop wishing to know the ending of our story.live in the present.enjoy hte here and now.and eventually hte ending will come.hten perhaps you will be too busy to even realize that the end is upon you. perhaps to live your life to the fullest, you need not understand it.perhaps you should stop wondering and just live----however...maybe wondering about what tomorrow and taht next page may bring...is just far too much fun to give up"

wow.alottt has happened in the past month...

&im overly tired, overly busy, and overly stressed

 but still as happy as ever.my life is amazing

i have about 7959428534 incredible friends

                      GOD IS AWESOME&im loving life

i love amanda bensonnn.we have fun timesss

i wish karaa was my sisterrr.we just go that good together

                              &school nites at her house are my favoriteee

im sad that boys basketball season is almost overrrr.that means no more gamesss.or fun times after them till NEXT yearrrr.

but soccer season is a week away.im exciteddd&really cant wait

metro cheer comp at denbigh=THIS SATURDAY

                               i dont know how i feel about that one.

my sweet sixteen is in less than a month.i already cant waitt

i love MAE.they are my new favorite rite nowww

im exciteddd about RELIANT K w/ all those friends of mine.

i dont think i want this year to end...

 but im looking forward to SUMMER&the things that go along with it.like the BEACH and DRIVING and FREEDOM

and no homework

i think i want to cut my hair again.

i miss stino

i love sarannnnn

saturdays at cory's are lotsss of funn

scary movies w/ the girlsss are best

i hope next weekend works out......

im really excited about whats in store for the rest of this year

cept i hate homework

but its funny how you find you enjoy your life...

 when your happy to be alive